Galations 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.
Colossians 1:27
To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
It’s no longer I that lives, but Christ that lives in me. It’s not “me”, it’s “we/us”. Today I quit trying to be a Christian. Jesus lives in me. His Holy Spirit. Today I recognize that and let Him be God in me. We are one. It’s no more struggle to find Him, or race to keep up with Him. He is here. In me. Being God.